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	Posted by Mary Parks on 09/21/2001 11:58am AFRTS-Jeff Fox-If you ever check here, please e-mail me, thanks. Mary L. (Janosik) Parks aka "jackrabbit".
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/07/2005 2:30am Ive been searching for you a long time.Lot,s want to say like being stupid!Mary i am truely sorry.Please forgive me!If you get this,please respond! Its morning now the rain has stopped.Ill never forget those words.smile
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/07/2005 2:35am thought this might come in handy.
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/07/2005 8:52pm I know after all this time,theres a good chance you will not see this.But if you do and i,am no longer around.Pleare know from my heart i,am sorry!You was indeed my first love and it would appear my last true one and i carried you in my heart all this time.All that is on me now, was my on doing.Burnt all my bridges.Now the piper is playing his song.I have hurt many people in my time.None do i regret more than you.Sad but i feel as if i,am lost between two worlds,one is dead,the other is powerless to be born. I wish you peace and wisdom in all that you do!For she left lonely forever, the kings or the sea.
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/08/2005 1:56am Hi just me again, in a way i hope you never recive all these notes.Its just that sometimes it helps to release your thoughts.Even if it is on paper.To a past love who long ago faded into yesterday.As the sun sets i find my self at a crossroads.If i go straight, Its yesterday all over again.And turning left winds around to where i came from.So that only leaves right,full of dark shadows of my formor self.Smile now i really hope u don,t recive any of these, I,ed be so imbarresed. Oh yes i stil have leather jacket.And a few photos. Smile, well i close for now.
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/08/2005 12:34pm Hi mary,It would appear i am safe putting my fealings on paper.Which leaves me concerned for your welfare.I perfer to think u just moved on.Which is just as well. Please don,t think i am tring to bring back yesterday.I relise you can,t relight a fire that never truely burnt. Its just that my companions, Pain and regret are with me. Makeing sleep nothing but a dream. Its just as well, i have dues to pay. And past sins to account for.And sinch you,ll never see any of this.I,ll let some light into this hell I call life.I blame no one however,for it was me who brought this on.I hope you know if i really thought you,ed be reading this jumble of useless words,i would.nt be saying most of it. I was never much good at being me. My true talent was being any thing but me! So for once the truth will come out. to someone who could very well be no one by now But i pray with what little soul i have left this is not so.I don,t know why you would be trying to find me after all this time. You was much better off leaving me in the shadows.You have been on my mind so much lately.Then to see your message i was filled with joy, sorrow,regret,and of course my friend pain. Are you ok? Has somone hurt you? well enough of empty words going noware. for now I,ll say nite. Wishing you the best.Me
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/09/2005 2:43am Hi mary,i am sorry i was not around 4 years ago. You can belive i would of responed. Of course i never was there for you. But you always was for me , comeing down to the station, when you was so tired. God i was so selfish! As i write this i have tears in my eyes.Oh mary i,am so sorry for how i treated you.You always gave from your heart,and i just took.Even thou i loved you,and i truely did.I was to young and stupid to know what i had.I never had know one sinch then love me that way. By the time i relized what i had, i had already lost it.Thats when i changed, sinch that time i never really let no one else in.and to be honest i did,nt deserve anyone else.There is no one to blame but myself.I,ve had a lot of people tell me i was crazy, that I had gone mad. But it,s been said that a mad man has not lost his reason, He,s lost every thing except his reason.All that is upon me now is by my on hand.But you need to know, I thank you for that time.It was truely one of the best years of my life!Well its late. So i,ll close for now. God i pray your ok safe and happy, you deserve no less. Jeff
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/09/2005 6:27am Iguess this will be my last note to you.Mary Ihave never lost my love for you And it is my fondest wish you can find a way to forgive me.With tears in my eyes! And great sorrow in my heart.This will be the last song I write for you. But the light will be on,always. With much saddness ill say goodby. thank you for reading this. I miss you! always have. always will. You was my first and last true love goodby.
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/16/2005 9:30am I miss you!
	Posted by Jeff Fox on 09/16/2005 9:33am miss you

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